http://afp.google.com/article/ALeqM5iVC1KMTOgwiSoMQyT2LwZc9HyAgA

interesting article here 

Brain broke.  Anatomy exam, Phonetics exam, and research paper all due the same day.  

Meltdown ahoy.

Blah.

That is all. 

I am meh.  I am doing better than I thought I would be.  Still really hard to adjust to the fact that  I am indeed single.  I think it is probably because he still wants to be friends and chat and all, so I still talk to him on a regular basis.  I dunno.   I am swinging between hopeful that the people who say he knows he made a mistake are right and not believing a word of it.  Whenever we talk he seems to be doing just farking fine with being single--but he is incredibly good at hiding what he is thinking.  I guess we will just have to see what happens.

In any case, between the breakup and the obnoxious marketing I am having a real hard time getting into the yuletide spirit.  If it would not break my son's heart I would wash my hands of the whole thing and not celebrate anything this year.

Kael 

I have always had dreams that come true--even when I really wish they would not.

But sometimes I have dreams that are born of my own fears and despair.

And other times I have dreams born of my own wistful and desperate longing.

And I cannot always tell the difference between them.

So now I hope that since I was dreaming true about the misfortune I am also dreaming true about the healing and reconcilliation.

Keal

So my boyfriend of 3 years and I just broke up.  He says that he thinks we are friends, and he cares about me, but he does not love me.  He was almost crying, and I know that he did not want to hurt me.  I think it almost would have been easier if there had been a fight or anger between us.  I want to still at least be his friend, but right now I am not sure that I can.  I love him dearly, and it just hurts to think about this right now.  I had allowed myself to envision a life together, and now...I feel lost.  

Kael