I am meh.  I am doing better than I thought I would be.  Still really hard to adjust to the fact that  I am indeed single.  I think it is probably because he still wants to be friends and chat and all, so I still talk to him on a regular basis.  I dunno.   I am swinging between hopeful that the people who say he knows he made a mistake are right and not believing a word of it.  Whenever we talk he seems to be doing just farking fine with being single--but he is incredibly good at hiding what he is thinking.  I guess we will just have to see what happens.

In any case, between the breakup and the obnoxious marketing I am having a real hard time getting into the yuletide spirit.  If it would not break my son's heart I would wash my hands of the whole thing and not celebrate anything this year.

Kael